No, I'm not committing suicide. Sorry Shadow. I'm just seeing what your thoughts are on people who commit them. Is bullying and life so bad that your only option is ending your life? I mean, some people will take other exits like drugs or alcohol to ease the pain. (Not saying that suicidal people are the only people who do drugs.) I just don't think they value life as much as they should. I won't lie, at a point in life, I was somewhat suicidal. But it's more of I just wasn't really sure on anything in life and I didn't really enjoy it. I would threaten my parents sometimes that I would commit suicide to see if their reaction if they cared about me. And I played a scenario in my head over and over to see how everyone in my life would react if I did pass away. Because you really don't know how much you mean to people until you're gone. And I always thought in my head, what would I get out of it if I did actually do it? Nothing. That's when I kinda started cherishing life to the fullest and haven't really thought about it that much. Because what some people do is they have this secret. And they don't have the strength to come forward and tell someone. And when you do tell someone, it relieves the pain because you've finally let out something that's been on your mind for so long and you can get an opinion on something. And if they don't, it shows how we're getting weaker morally and mentally. It's also a pretty selfish act, because... 1. No one will know the reason 2. You don't care about your friends and family 3. You won't really gain anything If people actually stepped up and discussed their issues, I think there would be a massive decrease in suicide rates.